All Love Can Do In The End Is Win.

Heartbreak is a mental illness we’ve all suffered from, whether you’re the broken heart or the breaking heart it’s hard to pull through. There’s sorrow and there’s guilt and all those horrible little things, and that person who helped you stay strong is gone. You can’t help but wonder what is left of you, because you know they carried so much of your heart and they didn’t give it back before they left, and what they did give back still smells of them, still reminds you of the light in their eyes, the sunshine they kindled your heart with. You hope you’ll see them again soon, you hope it won’t all wash away, but every time you wash you’re washing their skin from your skin, washing their kiss from your lips every time you pick up that toothbrush. Things were okay back then, before that love existed at all, now you know it exists and it’s gone, you wonder what you’ve become. Love fucks us all. I know it’s fucked me before, and it’s still going on. I miss so many people from my past, I’ve learnt the hard way that love doesn’t always last. Though every so often I see people who are clearly meant to be, and I see happiness and I’ve felt it, too, it is out there.
Every rose has it’s thorn and most relationships prick you every single day, you’ve got to decide which thorns are worth it, and which icebergs are best avoided. I’m not completely sure at all, I don’t know if I ever will be. Once you’ve been hurt by love you can never fully trust it, but my God you can put your passion and your soul in to it. Try to love and you’ll live. Forget about love and you’ll lose the will to survive. Love matters in our lives, it’s what we’re here for. To love one another and to procreate. Pass on information to the next generations, hope they make it even further than we ever did. It’s about being free, you can love whoever you want to, because love knows no boundaries and we don’t choose who we fall for, we don’t choose to fall out, but we can choose to give love our all. That’s what it’s worth. All of you, forever. If you’re not ready for that then don’t sail the ship at all, or you’ll end up sinking just like so many have before, yet maybe it’s not all so bad. You could be a survivor of love. You just need to try a bit harder, give it all you’ve got. Stop being shy, stop thinking it’s a sin. All love can do in the end is win.

-30th November 2011