Relapse

It was bound to come,
That's why they warned me,
Why they tried to make us turn away
From each other,
But your light shines too bright.

So, go and smoke a cigarette,
Down a bottle of whisky,
Roll a joint,
Light up,
Get your gems,
But I won't always be there.
If I know that all you're doing is
Collapsing.
I'll be waiting,
Constantly.

When me alone,
Can be enough.
Company, communication, closeness,
It can be enough for me.
Love is all I really dream of.
And there's a love affair with you,
It's like a three way,
But I'm being left out in the cold.

Shivering, in the dark,
Crying, alone.
Hello? Emergency
Help, please!
It's on it's way, to both you and me.

-17th November 2011